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Just thought I add the anime that I watch just incase people were curious and wanted to know :) These will be updated whenever i watched a new one :)

Pokemon - 001 by Stamps4Journals Death Note Stamp by polaralex fruits basket stamp by sixthkidfromthestarz Spice and Wolf Stamp II by Krisderp Elfen Lied 1.0 by deathshadow7127  stamp: INUYASHA - logo by SimbiAni shakugan no shana by AikaAragami  The Pet Girl of Sakurasou Stamp by Mika-ki Toradora Stamp by princesaquikita Vampire Knight Stamp by Gixye Vampire Knight Stamp by sharubi-chan Hetalia - Axis Powers Stamp by Yuzuki-Nitsu Clannad stamp by Mayu-Hikaru Sword Art Online Stamp by LaraLeeL Haganai Stamp by Athena-Tivnan  Akame ga Kill! - Stamp by Kheila-S Yuri!!! on ice fandom stamp by EmiRukiway
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Hey all.
I am going to give you all my social sites so then you can interact with me in other ways :) hope this sounds like a good idea.

Facebook - www.facebook.com/megalomaniaca…;
Twitter - twitter.com/Megalomaniacaly
Instagram - instagram.com/littlemisscutiep…
Steam - steamcommunity.com/profiles/76…
Website - Coming soon... 15th January 2015
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Hi to all my fellow DA friends and buddies,

I have some very bad news about my personal life which interferes with my artwork as well.
Not sure if all of you knew about my life and my family problems but I am no longer living with my grandmother any more, as I have got kicked out due to her circumstances and i am now living with my boyfriend's parents. I have been living with them for 3 weeks now since been kicked out, I am doing really well and I am quite happy for once.
I have lost practically everything that i had at my grandmother's place; including my Tablet and Laptop. So that means no more Digital drawings for a very long time and very delayed artworks. I will be buying myself another Tablet when i get enough money for it.
You are probably wondering what I did to cause my grandmother to kick me out, well I just asked a simple question for her to return something that wasn't her's that was in my room that was for my boyfriend's 18th birthday in October, she took it off me and i asked for her to return it to me, she yelled, swore at me and more extreme stuff. I brought this with my own money and yet she took it off me.
My grandmother has issues with my boyfriend and his family and well it made her blow up and kick me out.
but don't worry whenever i get the chance to get on my boyfriend's Pc i will upload my sketches, drawings and writings. 

I hope those who has supported me and my artworks keep doing so, it would really mean a whole heap to me.

A big thank you for those who have been there for me and supporting me by faving, commenting and watching me on Deviantart! Hug 2 
I hope you all keep doing so, even if my art is delayed.

~ Necro 
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This is random but, 

I am going to draw all 719 pokes (and more coming) both traditionally (paper) and digitally (Tablet). As soon as i have done either traditional or digital drawing first i will upload and add the link to them next to the poke :) 

Bulbasaur 
Ivysaur 
Venusaur 
Charmander 
Charmeleon 
Charizard 
Squirtle 
Wartortle 
Blastoise 
Caterpie > traditional fav.me/d7zhtvn
Metapod 
Butterfree 
Weedle > traditional - fav.me/d7ol6hq
Kakuna 
Beedrill - Traditonal > fav.me/d7m6oyt
Pidgey 
Pidgeotto 
Pidgeot 
Rattata - fav.me/d7x8jeq and 
Raticate 
Spearow 
Fearow 
Ekans 
Arbok 
Pikachu 
Raichu 
Sandshrew 
Sandslash 
Nidoran♀ 
Nidorina 
Nidoqueen 
Nidoran♂ 
Nidorino 
Nidoking 
Clefairy 
Clefable 
Vulpix 
Ninetales 
Jigglypuff 
Wigglytuff 
Zubat 
Golbat 
Oddish - traditional fav.me/d7lde7c
Gloom 
Vileplume 
Paras 
Parasect 
Venonat 
Venomoth 
Diglett 
Dugtrio 
Meowth 
Persian 
Psyduck 
Golduck 
Mankey 
Primeape 
Growlithe 
Arcanine 
Poliwag 
Poliwhirl 
Poliwrath 
Abra 
Kadabra 
Alakazam 
Machop 
Machoke 
Machamp 
Bellsprout 
Weepinbell 
Victreebel 
Tentacool 
Tentacruel 
Geodude 
Graveler 
Golem 
Ponyta 
Rapidash 
Slowpoke 
Slowbro 
Magnemite 
Magneton 
Farfetch'd 
Doduo 
Dodrio 
Seel 
Dewgong 
Grimer 
Muk 
Shellder 
Cloyster 
Gastly 
Haunter 
Gengar 
Onix 
Drowzee 
Hypno 
Krabby 
Kingler 
Voltorb 
Electrode 
Exeggcute 
Exeggutor 
Cubone 
Marowak 
Hitmonlee 
Hitmonchan 
Lickitung 
Koffing 
Weezing 
Rhyhorn 
Rhydon 
Chansey 
Tangela 
Kangaskhan 
Horsea 
Seadra 
Goldeen 
Seaking 
Staryu 
Starmie 
Mr. Mime 
Scyther 
Jynx 
Electabuzz 
Magmar 
Pinsir 
Tauros 
Magikarp 
Gyarados 
Lapras 
Ditto 
Eevee 
Vaporeon 
Jolteon 
Flareon 
Porygon - traditional > fav.me/d7ol46y
Omanyte 
Omastar 
Kabuto 
Kabutops 
Aerodactyl 
Snorlax 
Articuno 
Zapdos 
Moltres 
Dratini 
Dragonair 
Dragonite - Traditional fav.me/d7li280
Mewtwo 
Mew 
Chikorita 
Bayleef 
Meganium 
Cyndaquil 
Quilava 
Typhlosion 
Totodile 
Croconaw 
Feraligatr 
Sentret 
Furret 
Hoothoot 
Noctowl 
Ledyba 
Ledian 
Spinarak > traditional fav.me/d7zhtme
Ariados 
Crobat 
Chinchou 
Lanturn 
Pichu 
Cleffa 
Igglybuff 
Togepi 
Togetic 
Natu 
Xatu 
Mareep 
Flaaffy 
Ampharos 
Bellossom 
Marill 
Azumarill 
Sudowoodo 
Politoed 
Hoppip 
Skiploom 
Jumpluff 
Aipom 
Sunkern 
Sunflora 
Yanma 
Wooper 
Quagsire 
Espeon 
Umbreon 
Murkrow 
Slowking 
Misdreavus 
Unown 
Wobbuffet 
Girafarig 
Pineco 
Forretress 
Dunsparce 
Gligar 
Steelix 
Snubbull 
Granbull 
Qwilfish 
Scizor 
Shuckle 
Heracross 
Sneasel 
Teddiursa 
Ursaring 
Slugma 
Magcargo 
Swinub 
Piloswine 
Corsola 
Remoraid 
Octillery 
Delibird 
Mantine 
Skarmory 
Houndour 
Houndoom 
Kingdra 
Phanpy 
Donphan 
Porygon2 
Stantler 
Smeargle 
Tyrogue 
Hitmontop 
Smoochum 
Elekid 
Magby 
Miltank 
Blissey 
Raikou 
Entei 
Suicune 
Larvitar 
Pupitar 
Tyranitar 
Lugia 
Ho-Oh 
Celebi 
Treecko 
Grovyle 
Sceptile 
Torchic 
Combusken 
Blaziken 
Mudkip 
Marshtomp 
Swampert 
Poochyena 
Mightyena 
Zigzagoon 
Linoone 
Wurmple 
Silcoon 
Beautifly 
Cascoon 
Dustox 
Lotad 
Lombre 
Ludicolo 
Seedot 
Nuzleaf 
Shiftry 
Taillow 
Swellow 
Wingull 
Pelipper 
Ralts 
Kirlia 
Gardevoir 
Surskit 
Masquerain 
Shroomish 
Breloom 
Slakoth 
Vigoroth 
Slaking 
Nincada 
Ninjask 
Shedinja 
Whismur 
Loudred 
Exploud 
Makuhita 
Hariyama 
Azurill 
Nosepass 
Skitty 
Delcatty 
Sableye 
Mawile 
Aron 
Lairon 
Aggron 
Meditite 
Medicham 
Electrike 
Manectric 
Plusle 
Minun 
Volbeat 
Illumise 
Roselia 
Gulpin 
Swalot 
Carvanha 
Sharpedo 
Wailmer 
Wailord 
Numel 
Camerupt 
Torkoal 
Spoink 
Grumpig 
Spinda 
Trapinch 
Vibrava 
Flygon 
Cacnea 
Cacturne 
Swablu - traditional version - fav.me/d7ld9nv
Altaria 
Zangoose 
Seviper 
Lunatone 
Solrock 
Barboach 
Whiscash 
Corphish 
Crawdaunt 
Baltoy 
Claydol 
Lileep 
Cradily 
Anorith 
Armaldo 
Feebas 
Milotic 
Castform 
Kecleon 
Shuppet 
Banette 
Duskull 
Dusclops 
Tropius 
Chimecho 
Absol 
Wynaut 
Snorunt 
Glalie 
Spheal 
Sealeo 
Walrein 
Clamperl 
Huntail 
Gorebyss 
Relicanth 
Luvdisc - traditional > fav.me/d7m6jnh
Bagon 
Shelgon 
Salamence 
Beldum 
Metang 
Metagross 
Regirock 
Regice 
Registeel 
Latias 
Latios 
Kyogre 
Groudon 
Rayquaza 
Jirachi 
Deoxys 
Turtwig 
Grotle 
Torterra 
Chimchar 
Monferno 
Infernape 
Piplup - Traditional - fav.me/d7lrdi3
Prinplup 
Empoleon 
Starly 
Staravia 
Staraptor 
Bidoof 
Bibarel 
Kricketot 
Kricketune 
Shinx 
Luxio 
Luxray 
Budew 
Roserade 
Cranidos 
Rampardos 
Shieldon 
Bastiodon 
Burmy 
Wormadam 
Mothim 
Combee 
Vespiquen 
Pachirisu 
Buizel 
Floatzel 
Cherubi 
Cherrim 
Shellos 
Gastrodon 
Ambipom 
Drifloon 
Drifblim 
Buneary 
Lopunny 
Mismagius 
Honchkrow 
Glameow 
Purugly 
Chingling 
Stunky 
Skuntank 
Bronzor 
Bronzong 
Bonsly 
Mime Jr. 
Happiny 
Chatot 
Spiritomb 
Gible 
Gabite 
Garchomp 
Munchlax 
Riolu 
Lucario 
Hippopotas 
Hippowdon 
Skorupi 
Drapion 
Croagunk 
Toxicroak 
Carnivine 
Finneon 
Lumineon 
Mantyke 
Snover 
Abomasnow 
Weavile 
Magnezone 
Lickilicky 
Rhyperior 
Tangrowth 
Electivire 
Magmortar 
Togekiss 
Yanmega 
Leafeon 
Glaceon 
Gliscor 
Mamoswine 
Porygon-Z 
Gallade 
Probopass 
Dusknoir 
Froslass 
Rotom 
Uxie 
Mesprit 
Azelf 
Dialga 
Palkia 
Heatran 
Regigigas 
Giratina 
Cresselia 
Phione 
Manaphy 
Darkrai 
Shaymin 
Arceus 
Victini 
Snivy 
Servine 
Serperior 
Tepig 
Pignite 
Emboar 
Oshawott 
Dewott 
Samurott 
Patrat 
Watchog 
Lillipup 
Herdier 
Stoutland 
Purrloin 
Liepard 
Pansage 
Simisage 
Pansear 
Simisear 
Panpour 
Simipour 
Munna 
Musharna 
Pidove 
Tranquill 
Unfezant 
Blitzle 
Zebstrika 
Roggenrola 
Boldore 
Gigalith 
Woobat 
Swoobat 
Drilbur 
Excadrill 
Audino 
Timburr 
Gurdurr 
Conkeldurr 
Tympole 
Palpitoad 
Seismitoad 
Throh 
Sawk 
Sewaddle > traditional fav.me/d7zhu71
Swadloon 
Leavanny 
Venipede 
Whirlipede 
Scolipede 
Cottonee 
Whimsicott 
Petilil 
Lilligant 
Basculin 
Sandile 
Krokorok 
Krookodile 
Darumaka 
Darmanitan 
Maractus 
Dwebble 
Crustle 
Scraggy 
Scrafty 
Sigilyph 
Yamask 
Cofagrigus 
Tirtouga 
Carracosta 
Archen 
Archeops 
Trubbish 
Garbodor 
Zorua 
Zoroark 
Minccino 
Cinccino 
Gothita 
Gothorita 
Gothitelle 
Solosis 
Duosion 
Reuniclus 
Ducklett 
Swanna 
Vanillite 
Vanillish 
Vanilluxe 
Deerling 
Sawsbuck 
Emolga 
Karrablast 
Escavalier 
Foongus 
Amoonguss 
Frillish 
Jellicent 
Alomomola 
Joltik 
Galvantula 
Ferroseed 
Ferrothorn 
Klink 
Klang 
Klinklang 
Tynamo 
Eelektrik 
Eelektross 
Elgyem 
Beheeyem 
Litwick 
Lampent 
Chandelure 
Axew 
Fraxure 
Haxorus 
Cubchoo 
Beartic 
Cryogonal 
Shelmet 
Accelgor 
Stunfisk 
Mienfoo 
Mienshao 
Druddigon 
Golett 
Golurk 
Pawniard 
Bisharp 
Bouffalant 
Rufflet 
Braviary 
Vullaby 
Mandibuzz 
Heatmor 
Durant 
Deino 
Zweilous 
Hydreigon 
Larvesta 
Volcarona 
Cobalion 
Terrakion 
Virizion 
Tornadus 
Thundurus 
Reshiram 
Zekrom 
Landorus 
Kyurem 
Keldeo 
Meloetta 
Genesect 
Chespin 
Quilladin 
Chesnaught 
Fennekin 
Braixen 
Delphox 
Froakie 
Frogadier 
Greninja 
Bunnelby 
Diggersby 
Fletchling 
Fletchinder 
Talonflame 
Scatterbug 
Spewpa 
Vivillon 
Litleo 
Pyroar 
Flabébé 
Floette 
Florges 
Skiddo 
Gogoat 
Pancham 
Pangoro 
Furfrou 
Espurr 
Meowstic 
Honedge 
Doublade 
Aegislash 
Spritzee 
Aromatisse 
Swirlix 
Slurpuff 
Inkay 
Malamar 
Binacle 
Barbaracle 
Skrelp 
Dragalge 
Clauncher 
Clawitzer 
Helioptile 
Heliolisk 
Tyrunt 
Tyrantrum 
Amaura 
Aurorus 
Sylveon 
Hawlucha 
Dedenne 
Carbink 
Goomy 
Sliggoo 
Goodra 
Klefki 
Phantump 
Trevenant 
Pumpkaboo 
Gourgeist 
Bergmite 
Avalugg 
Noibat 
Noivern 
Xerneas 
Yveltal 
Zygarde 
Diancie

NOTE: IF I HAVE LEFT ANY POKEMON OUT, LET ME KNOW BY COMMENTING BELOW!  :)
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Yes as you may know or have seen I am writing a story.
the story is about a boy named Benjamin (Ben for short) who moved from Utah , America to Gdansk, Poland and is a university student studying medicine.
He has a younger sister Cynthia who is 3 years younger than him, she has more of the creativeness rather than brains.
Ben finds a book and has no clue of where it came from. He begins to read it and the more he reads he figures its about him. The book has details of his and his experiences, actions, feelings, thoughts from the past and future. Ben tries to change the future that is written in the book about him and his sister, since the book only has the next 12 months in advance of the future he tries to change the course of events and the actions he takes. every new action is recorded and overwritten with the previous future calculations, since you cannot change the past he tries to change the future.

Chapter 1: is already open to read which you can click here -fav.me/d61n0bi
Chapter 2: is ready to be read click here fav.me/d62beni to read
Chapter 3: read here - fav.me/d67vlco
Chapter 4: uploaded , read here - fav.me/d6chb6j
Chapter 5: has been uploaded, read here -> fav.me/d6k9i3w
Chapter 6: uploaded, read here - fav.me/d70afvh
Chapter 7: uploaded -  fav.me/d7f838w
Chapter 8: Currently in writing progress

**NOTE** Chapter 8 - 10 will be written and uploaded here 2014 sorry for the inconvenience**

This journal will update with all the new chapters, please stay tuned!

Necro ~ 
  • Listening to: Eisbrecher
  • Reading: Schindlers Ark
  • Watching: Spice and Wolf season
  • Playing: Team Fortress 2
  • Eating: Salt and Vinegar chips
Hi all.
Sorry for my lack of uploads in the past few months. I've been busy studying so I can become a Pharmacy Assistant and finally get a job and earn money. So I apologize.
As you may notice some of my new recently uploaded works are Digital. Which I draw on my Samsumg Note. don't fret I am still doing my traditional drawings.

Lately in the past month, I've been having an Imagination spark to write a fictional story.
The story is called 'Future Sight'.
It's about an American teenage boy (around 18) moves to Poland on his family's behalf. He goes to University and Studies Medicine and Science. He also has a younger Sister. Anyway. He borrows a few books in the local library and finds out that he has borrowed more than what he remembers. The book is about him , his thoughts, his actions and his feelings from the day he was born.

I may upload my very first Chapter on Deviantart in the next week on my 2 week holiday from TAFE. Hope you all read and tell me what you think.

NOTE: I use to write stories when I was little in Primary school (around 6 years old to 12) I haven't written a story since. So please be mindful.

Necro ~
  • Listening to: Three Days Grace
  • Reading: Schindlers Ark
  • Watching: Fruits Basket
  • Playing: Skyrim
  • Eating: Pine nuts
  • Drinking: Tea
1.Are you single or taken?
Taken by :iconowncreation:

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Both :meow:

3. Did/will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Yes, had dinner over at my Boyfriends place :heart:

4. Do you like anyone?
Yes well more like Love someone , My boyfriend :heart:

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
No

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
My boyfriend :)

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Not really.

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Nope :(

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Did it once :blush:

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Hm not really.

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Nope.

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
Yes.

13. Do you like candy hearts?
They're alright.

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
Nothing.

15. Is Valentines depressing?
Can be.

16. How is your love life?
Good :) :heart:

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
No

18. How many roses would you want?
Only one.

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Yes.

20. Do /did you look forward to Valentines day?
Not really.

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
My boyfriend :iconowncreation:

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
No one :)

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
My boyfriend :)

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
One

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
No.

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
None

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
No.

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
No

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
No.

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
My Pikachu Plushy and my Love heart Necklace :meow: :heart:.

31. What was the worst?
None.

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day
No.

33. Tag people
:iconowncreation: :heart:
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  • Playing: Mario Kart 7
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What do you have:
[] Mother
[] Father
[] Step-Father
[] Step-Mother
[] Step Sister
[] Step Brother
[] Brother
[] Brother In Law
[] Sister
[] Sister In Law
[] Half sisters
[] Half brother
[] Nephew
[] Niece
[X] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[X] Mobile phone
[] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[X] Have/had a swimming pool
[] Have/had a hot tub
[] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[x] Own TV
[] Flatscreen TV
[x] There is some big carpet at your house
Total so far: 8

[] Full size/Queen bed.
[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3 (Ps2 \o/)
[] Nintendo DS or PSP
[] Gameboy/Advance
[] Gamecube
[] Xbox/Xbox 360 (360 hurr hurr)
[] Wii
[X] Your Own Laptop
Total so far: 12

[] Basketball net/hoop
[] Air hockey table
[] Pool table
[] Ping pong table
[] Football table
[] Sport gear
Total so far: 12

[x] Night stand
[X] Stereo in bedroom
[] Surround system
[x] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 25

[x] Go shopping at least once a week
[] Expensive cologne/perfume
[] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera on phone
Total so far: 27

[] Go Cart/car/quad
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[] Any other instrument
[] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the country (America and New Zealand)
[] Traveled out of the continent (I wish : p)
[] Had a personal trainer
[x] Expensive jewelry
[] Met a celeb
Total so far: 31

[] Straightener/curling iron
[] Have been to a batting cage
[] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[x] Have a TV in your room
[X] Mirror in your room
Total so far:33

[x] Window in your room
[] Been to Paris
[] Been to Rome
[X] Been to Australia (live in Australia, lol)
[] Been to Switzerland
[] Been to Dubai
[] Been to Germany ( I wish)
[] Been to a place written in 7 wonders
Total so far: 35

[x] Parents have a car  
[] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[] Had/have camped
[] Been to 3+ states/countries/provinces
[] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace  (myspace)
Total so far: 36

[] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[] Been in a limo
[] Been in a helicopter
[x] Own a camera
[X] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times
Total: 38


Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto!
26-40 = Average Teen!
41-50 = Spoiled Teen!
51+ = Upper Class Snob!
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Basic:
[X]= You have blue/green eyes.
[X] = You blush a lot.
[X] = You giggle.
[X] = You're quiet.
[X] = You say random silly things.
[ ] = You have a baby face
[ ] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[X] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[ ] = Your under 5 feet 6 inches tall.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

Innocence:
[X] = You're a virgin.
[X] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[X] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.  
[X] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[X] = You like to cuddle.
[X] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[X] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

Colors:
[X] = You like the color pink/light blue
[X] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

Personality:
[X] = You can be ignorant/oblivious. (Not most of the time! :3)
[X] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[] = You like happy upbeat music.
[] = You like "Cutesy" music.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

What YOU think is cute:
[X] = You like small animals.
[X] = You like babies a lot.
[X] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww <3".

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

Trust:
[X] = You know when somebody lies.
[] = You had to use a calculator to know the present on this meme.
[] = One of your friends told you to make this.
[X] = You just realized this was made for girls.

TOTAL so far: 22

Multiply how many you got by 4.
Repost as: "I'm 88 % cute"

Hehe :meow:
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Hey who ever comes across my Journal.
This is just a little reminder that I am having a tiny Hiatus on my Sketches and Drawings. Only for a little while. Been focusing on getting a job and leave school because I really don't want to go there anymore, since it's not a good school, anyway.
My Sketches and Drawings will resume in sometime in March.
Since I've been experiencing some bad wrist ache (Which I have been experiencing for 5 years now) not only that just been stressed out with a lot of stuff, not feeling mentally well, etc etc.

I hope you can all understand
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  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
  • Watching: Big Bang Theory
  • Playing: Sims 3
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Ice Tea
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Yes, love doing these questionnaire things.

2) Where are you taking this test at?
On the train station , lol.

3) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Never had a last relationship, don't count him as my first real relationship, he was a jerk and I wish I knew earlier.  

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
To my boyfriend :)

5) Do you regret it?
No, he is the most amazing man ever.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Actually diagnosed as clinical depressed as well as GAD.

7) Are you a boy or girl?
Im a girl, silly.

8) Do you have a job?
No but looking.
9) What is your relationship status?
In a relationship :)

10) How do you want to die?
Hmmm. Anyway I guess I want more of a 'OmG' reaction so be gassed. Lol I don't know I just hope that I finish all my life before that time comes.

11) What did you last eat?
Pringles!

12) Played any sports?
Ew no.

13) Do you bite your nails?
Yes. Tried to stop many times and give in the end.

14) When was your last physical fight?
2009, I punched this girl who use to bully the crap out of me. Got suspended. I chipped her tooth , broke her nose and cut her lip. All in one hit. Now I'm her friend and I regret doing this to her because she wasn't as bad as someone else who has been doing the same thing to her and my friend and I.

15) Do you have an attitude?
Depends on my mood.

16) Do you like someone?
Like? I mostly hate everyone since people are such jerks.
But I like some people but for a like like way yes. I like my boyfriend. Well love him.

17) What is your real name?
Taylor.

18) What is the background of your computer screen?
Pokeball.

19) Are you gonna get high later?
No.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Almost everyone I hate.

21) Do you miss someone?
I miss my boyfriend and my cousins.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl.

23) Do you tan a lot?
No. Skin cells in trauma! Never been tan in my life. Lol.

24) Have any pets?
No :(

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Neutral lol.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Most of the time.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
No.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
No.

29) Are you afraid of spiders?
Yes, i am afraid of almost everything including insects.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Yes. Mostly all of it.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Hang out with my boyfriend. Draw , play minecraft.

33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes. I want a big family consisting of about 3 - 4 children.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
No.

35) Do you type fast?
Yes.

36) Do you have piercings?
Yes. Ear lobes and cartilage.

37) Want any more?
Yes, eyebrow , lip and more on ear.

38) Can you spell well?
Above average.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes. My grandfather whom past away when I was 3. My uncle (well aunts ex whom I was close to) who died in 2006. My aunty Catherine whom I haven't spoken to for years due to family issues.

40) What are you craving right now?
Chocolate mouse.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
No.

42) Have you ever been to jail?
No.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
No

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
No.

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
No.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes from past relationship whom I wish I never even met or be with him.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Yes but I always make him feel better and say sorry.

48) What time is it currently?
7:50am

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yes but will get married soon after that.

50) What should you be doing?
What I'm doing right now.

51) What's irritating you right now?
Fake friends.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yes.

53) Does somebody love you?
Yes my boyfriend , nana and cousins.

54) What is your favorite color?
Blue , lilac and red. But for a shade I prefer black.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
No.

57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes.

58) You are over half way done with this. Are you sure you want to continue?
Ja!

59) Do you have any siblings?
Yes but don't know them due to family situations. I have a half and step brother. Don't know anything about them.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
No. Father hasn't spoken to me or seen me since I was born as for my mother haven't seen her since at my pops funeral which I don't remember and haven't spoken to her since a few years ago and don't want to.
61) Do you live with anyone?
My nana.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
No.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My boyfriend.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
I give out 3 but once they have broken the 3 that's it for them.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Depends really but I always seek revenge and I never forget.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
It has only just started so ill wait.

67) What was your child hood nickname?
Buddy bum (Bud-di- bum).

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Um no.

69) What is your motto in life?
The scars have a power to remind us that the past was real.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes and no.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Read a book.

72) Do you have a best friend?
Only 3.

73) What is bothering you?
Everything.

74) Have you ever been out of your country?
Yes. 4 times. Been to America twice and New Zealand once.

75) Do you play the Wii?
Use to but traded it in for a PS3 not so long ago.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
Nope. But I wish.

77) Do you like Chinese food?
Sort of.

78) Do you know your Step-Dad b- day?
Again I don't know about my family structure.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Yes and no

80) Is cheating ever okay?
No. Never.

81) Are you mean?
Depends on the person and the mood then yes. But only rarely.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Yes.

83) What was the last song you listened to?
Babylon A.D. (Thank god for the madness) by Cradle of filth.

84) Do you believe in true love?
I guess.

85) What are you currently wearing?
Short blue jeans , shoes , black top and a Lacey vest.

86) What do you wear to bed?
Pjs.

87) What is the weather like right now?
Sunny and about to be very hot.

88) Do you like the outside?
Not really.

89) Are you currently bored?
A bit.

90) Do you wanna get married?
Yes.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
A bit.

92) Are you hungry?
Not at the moment.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
No.

94) What makes you happy?
Germany, Germans, Reading , music , my boyfriend , friends , video games and writing.

95) Would you change your name?
No.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
Like to.

98) Do you watch the news?
Sometimes.

99) What' s your zodiac sign?
Sagittarius.

100) Do you like Subway?
Yes.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
No.

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I'm taken and tell them just that.

103) Do you like talking to your friends?
Depends on my mood.

104) What do you plan to do with the rest of your day?
Going to Sydney.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
All the time.

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yes. My boyfriend's brother whom I met before I met him oh and my boyfriend also.

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Boyfriend.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes. But it's their life they are cutting short.

109) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Don't remember.

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
"Everything about you is how I want to be , your freedom comes naturally.'


111) Can you count to one million?
Yes.
Hey all,
I've been quite busy in the holidays, but no fear there will be new uploads in the next coming days.
Everyday in the holidays right now till I go back to school , I will upload one new picture everyday counting down to when I go back to school :pray: (hoping to get a job soon)
I'm in year 12 now, so I have a lot of studying to do (oh goodie :sarcasm: )
Hoping to get a job before my exams start (which then I can leave school that's if I get good marks. Which I doubt)

On the 1st of January 2011, I started to teach myself the German language, It's now been 2 years since and I just want to say to anyone reading this to , never give up, I gave up so many things (Guitar, Piano, Singing, Songwriting) in my life that now I feel like a part of me has gone. Because these things meant so much to me that it was an everyday thing, But when almost everyone tells you that you won't make it , you're not good enough etc, That's when you just want to give in and give up what you want to be and your goals in life, But don't. I use to play guitar which would be 5 years around december this year but I gave it up last year, Got sick of my family and most of the people who knew that I taught myself guitar bringing me down, so in the end I gave up. I own 2 Guitars, Acoustic and Electric. My dream before being crushed was to become a famous singer, but nothing can ever bring that back to me because the dream is crushed. I wrote songs since the age of 12 when I began high school, Would be 6 years if I didn't give up, I love writing  songs, It was a cure for the bullying I got , the trouble of school, the way I got treated from guys etc. Piano/Keyboard would be 3 years, even though I didn't play it much because of the amount of room I had. In the end , It all got to me, I dropped my music class because of the people giving me a hard time and me being envious over their talent, the people in my class have been playing since they were 3 and I was only introduced to an instrument at 15, It took me 11 years to get a guitar. I dropped Music and I actually feel a lot better. I've always drawn when I was little, so I guess I never gave that up. I've been writing poems for years now, I remember being in year 3 and getting introduced to Poetry, I adored it. I got really great marks and topped the class in that particular area, Also was very good at Creative Writing which I topped also, But then again got bullied for writing stories about having imaginary powers. I've been through of bullying since starting school. It never ends.

Well there's some insight of my past hobbies. :)
Taken from :iconginace:

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[x] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops. (e3e)
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz. (cars and plushies, i think)
[ ] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate. (seriously.. everyone loves chocolate.. right?)

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[x] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon. (ew no)
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim .  
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl.
[ ] I change my profile picture weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[x] I wear mascara everyday. (never)
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable. (nope.)
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat. (LOL what)
[ ] Big sunglasses are awesome. (doesn't matter)
[ ] I have gotten my nails done. (i didn't have.. a friggin' choice.)
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] I love to have other people do my hair.
[] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. ( Yes ;u; )
[x] I hate bugs.
[] Carnivals are fun.
[x] Summer is THE best season. (ew no)
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces. (i.. guess lol?)
[ ] Musicians are hot. (Not really)
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours. (lol no, that would be freaky)
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[x] I'm self-conscious.
[ ] My room smells like vanilla. (lol no)
[x] I don't do sports.
[x] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[x] I dance randomly around the house.
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.  
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends  
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[x] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best.
[ ] Horses are beautiful. (they are actually a bit ugly, but.. i still like em')
[x] Kittens are adorable. (AMG YES)

TOTAL SO FAR:  19

[ ] I write my own music.
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii. (well.. duh?)
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] I hate beards. (lol no they're funny to look at)
[ ] I love to read magazines.

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My showers are 2 hours long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[x] I have a lot of jewelry.
[ ] Much of my jewelry comes from Claire's.
[ ] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[x] I have more than or 3 pillows on my bed. (e3e)

TOTAL SO FAR: 33

[ ] I like the color pink. (i don't dislike it)
[ ] I want to BE Paris Hilton.
[ ] I scope the room for hot guys.
[x] I love the mall.
[ ] I love the beach
[ ] You modeled as a little kid.
[ ] You love receiving compliments. (no.. not irl its freaky)
[ ] You've been to a wedding and loved it.

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

Below 10 = Total Tomboy
   .Me.
Below 20 = Boyish
Below 30 = Not girly
Above 30 = Girly
Above 55 = Paris Hilton
Guy: "Can we have sex now?"

Girl: "Can we do what?"

Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"

Girl: "Um.....no."

Guy: "Why?"

Girl: "Because you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."

Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."

Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."

Guy: "I'm not special to you?"

Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."

Guy: *looks forward and keeps driving*

5 minutes pass.......

Guy: *starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh*

Girl: *moves his hand* "Don't touch me."

Guy: *tries to kiss her*

Girl: *screams* "Would you stop?!"

Guy: *continues trying*

Girl: *moves to the back seat*

Guy: *parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl then starts to kiss her*

Girl: *pushes him off and scoots over* "Please, don't do this."

Guy: "Don't do what? I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." *moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants*

Girl: *pushes him harder and says* "No, don't."

Guy: *getting aggravated, punches her and tells her* "Stop playing hard to get".

Girl: *crying, continues to fight*

Guy: *punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down*

Girl: *screams as he penetrates her* "NO!!! Please don't do this to me!"

Guy: *puts his hand over her mouth*

An hour passes.........

Guy: *pulls back and wipes himself off*

Girl: *sits on the corner of the seat crying*

Guy: *looks at her and says* "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." *reaches out his hand to touch her cheek*

Girl: *pulls back* "Just take me home, now."

Guy: "Alright." *gets in the front seat and drives her home*

2 months later.........

Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me? I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."

Doctor: *looks at her* "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."

Girl: *looks at him* "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.

Doctor: "You are pregnant."

Girl: *faints*


The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."


The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......


Girls, if this story touched you, put this in your journal as "No means no!"

Guys, if this story pisses you off, put in your journal as "I'll kill any idiot who would do this to my girl!"

It's hard to say no sometimes...when it was someone you did love...but weren't ready for sex...It's a bit sad really..

Being pregnant is really scary at a young age, like 14.. :sigh: then to have the father deny the child, that's another hard thing...especially if he shows off a prettier girl in your face and tries to hurt you afterwards...
Hey everyone.
There will be new updates after Christmas, since it's somewhat busy for me.
I hope you all have a nice Christmas and a better 2013 :)

NOTE
If any of you's have a PS3 please comment on your Username, Therefore I shall add you :D I play COD games and will be more games other than COD after Christmas.
My Username for PS3
GermanGirl12

Thanks in advance :)

:santa:
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: COD
  • Eating: Fish and Prawns
  • Drinking: Solo
Sorry to everyone that I have not uploaded any new artworks.
My internet has been down and I just recently changed my internet dealer and been waiting for the computer man to hook my internet up to my laptop and all other things that use the internet.

My birthday was a few days ago (Dec 12th)
I'm 17 now! :O
Kinda scary actually, I think birthdays as another day closer to death.
I am scared of dying and death it self but, I just want to know what happens after we all die?
anyway
For my birthday I got a:
PS3
Call of Duty: World At War
Call of Duty: Black Ops 2
Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare
$50 Itunes
Germany Charm
Love Charm (from my Boyfriend :iconowncreation: )
Muse: Manic Depression
Muse Book
Muse Football Jersey.

Haha :rofl: Yes I am a huge fan of the British band Muse.

Also last day of school for me till next year! WOOOO
  • Listening to: Lectures
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Sims 3
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Water
So angry today.. :angered:
I just received my German year 12 work this Tuesday ( I do my German by Distance, So i have a school that sends me booklets and work to complete and I usually have phone lessons with my Teacher every week, etc)
They 'apparently' sent it in week 3 :disbelief: . I got told today by the Librarian that I may be getting a N letter sent home to me (N letter is a letter that says that you have not completed or done the work and you suffer consequences, a N warning is a warning you get sent home also saying that you haven't done this and this work, you get 3 chances and then you get a N letter). :invisible:
I am so angry :fork: . How could I possibly do something that I have only received this week! It's a joke! Plus my school is a :censored: hole! :pissed: They don't give a crap about you, they stick up for the bullies, the whole faculty is all for Foreign not knowing English and yet they have better classrooms and are treated way more superior to us Aussies! It is damn right not fair! The only people who need special treated/needs are those with disabilities not those who can't freaking speak English. We Aussie get to sit outside the humid and hot heat that makes you feel like at any second you are going to die of dehydration, while those Foreign (afgahi etc) kids get treated to Air-conditioned rooms where they can go ANYTIME they don't even do work, when sat in front of a FLAT SCREEN TV they have ear phones in listening to music and they don't even get in trouble for it! So why treat us Aussies any different! I guess its the same anywhere across the world, having people who don't speak your language being immigrated to your country, people treated way better and special  than you. I know not all  Foreigners are like that , so please don't get me wrong. Just it really gets to em when people treat others differently because they do not understand your language and yet aren't even interested to learn it nor are they even listening to the teachers etc. So no hate on me please. I may not understand what those people have gone through in their own 3rd world countries but please, do NOT treat your less superior than those of another race and language.
Anyway back to my German.
I have and still do self-teach myself the German language , I get sent German work to help me improve on my Deutsch. I am also self-teaching myself Norwegian.
The worst part about my school is that they don't accept languages. I asked them before doing the German distant education. If they have any classes for the German language. I asked the Principal (her name is Dr. Die :rofl: but I like to call her Dr.Death. hahahah it suits her well, no one likes her)
Anyway she said  'Oh we don't accept that kind of language here in this school. That is a horrible language with a Horrible past. Such a Nazist Language'.
I hate her even more for that...

Right now I just need my boyfriend :date:  :iconowncreation: with me,:huggle:  He always helps me :cling: :cries:
  • Listening to: Slipknot
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Sims 3
  • Eating: Pringles
  • Drinking: Water
Hey guys! :wave:  :idea:
Just another Update on my works (If you do call them 'artworks').
Over the next week or so, there will be new drawings, possibly some poems that's if I have any ideas and finished poems :)

Tomorrow is me and my Boyfriend :iconowncreation: 7 month anniversary. :happycry: :heart:
Just thought I'd share :la:

Starting on my Gen II Pokemon sketch just like the one I did of the Gen I - fav.me/d5l2544
Make sure you check that out as well :D

I've been wondering if I should colour in some of my Sketches. I'm a bit scared of colouring them in and not looking good if you get what I mean? :fear:
Leave a Comment to help me decide.
B-)

Thank you :)
  • Listening to: Coldplay
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon on 3DS
  • Eating: Chips
  • Drinking: Sprite
So Tuesday at around 8:20am. I got to school , it was raining. My school has painted tips at the edges of the stairs for those people at school with poor vision.
I slipped on the second step and hit my tailbone on the bottom edge of the step. :begone: I was in agony. There's no grip on the stairs and none on my shoes. A lot of people saw what happened, but the worst part is that my school skirt went up and a lot of guys saw. :blush: :pissedoff:
I got up hoping not to fall or trip again.
I was that embarrassed that i could cry. I get embarrassed a lot but that would have to be one of the most embarrassing things in my life.
I didn't think much about reporting it to the school that day, because the school I go to don't really give a damn about people like me, they're also mean to people like me as well.
When I went to my classes after that incident , I found it very hard to sit down or even put my back into the chair. My lower back is in pain.

When i got home I check my lower back and buttock for any signs of injury. Came across this massive bruise on my Buttock and another big bruise across my lower back, also found a lump/bump on the tailbone of my spine.
Found it very hard to sleep that night , because I toss and turn and every time I end up on my back or my left side (which also hurts) I'll be in agony :cries:
Today at school I reported the safety hazard , I mean it is a safety hazard someone or myself could badly damage myself from something like that.
Hopefully they add grip to those stairs! :angered:
  • Listening to: Muse
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Youtube Videos
  • Playing: Pokemon on 3DS
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coke
Hey All!
Been busy lately. Internet has been down for the last couple of days and Also went to see Coldplay in concert in Sydney on 17th of November 2012. I was in the Most Pit. Very exciting for being in the Mosh Pit for the First time. Enjoyed it a lot. But one thing annoyed me the most was the amount of people pushing their ways to the front. Oh and some guy had too much to drink and eat and was jumping around the whole time (even for the two support artists [The Pierces and The Temper Trap]) He vomited right in front of me and a whole group of people.It was yucky! :(
But overall had a great night. Got home at around 2am. :yawn:
Keep checking out my DeviantART profile and Drawings. Like i said in my previous journal. There are more to come. So hold on. :D
  • Listening to: Coldplay
  • Reading: The Lovely Bones
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coke