New Art , Updates and more!

Hey all,
I've been quite busy in the holidays, but no fear there will be new uploads in the next coming days.
Everyday in the holidays right now till I go back to school , I will upload one new picture everyday counting down to when I go back to school (hoping to get a job soon)
I'm in year 12 now, so I have a lot of studying to do (oh goodie )
Hoping to get a job before my exams start (which then I can leave school that's if I get good marks. Which I doubt)

On the 1st of January 2011, I started to teach myself the German language, It's now been 2 years since and I just want to say to anyone reading this to , never give up, I gave up so many things (Guitar, Piano, Singing, Songwriting) in my life that now I feel like a part of me has gone. Because these things meant so much to me that it was an everyday thing, But when almost everyone tells you that you won't make it , you're not good enough etc, That's when you just want to give in and give up what you want to be and your goals in life, But don't. I use to play guitar which would be 5 years around december this year but I gave it up last year, Got sick of my family and most of the people who knew that I taught myself guitar bringing me down, so in the end I gave up. I own 2 Guitars, Acoustic and Electric. My dream before being crushed was to become a famous singer, but nothing can ever bring that back to me because the dream is crushed. I wrote songs since the age of 12 when I began high school, Would be 6 years if I didn't give up, I love writing  songs, It was a cure for the bullying I got , the trouble of school, the way I got treated from guys etc. Piano/Keyboard would be 3 years, even though I didn't play it much because of the amount of room I had. In the end , It all got to me, I dropped my music class because of the people giving me a hard time and me being envious over their talent, the people in my class have been playing since they were 3 and I was only introduced to an instrument at 15, It took me 11 years to get a guitar. I dropped Music and I actually feel a lot better. I've always drawn when I was little, so I guess I never gave that up. I've been writing poems for years now, I remember being in year 3 and getting introduced to Poetry, I adored it. I got really great marks and topped the class in that particular area, Also was very good at Creative Writing which I topped also, But then again got bullied for writing stories about having imaginary powers. I've been through of bullying since starting school. It never ends.

Well there's some insight of my past hobbies.